Sure has been a long time since I last blogged here… My sister was here for the summer, and soon after that I was busy with my homework and research.. But to put it simply, I was suffering from blogging-fatigue.. as I have another blog that I update fairly frequently for my family and friends.. Since I have yet to come out, I couldn’t possibly be merging the two blogs together, not to mention put up the same article in both blogs.. And with the ending of my grammar classes last Jul, I no longer get to meet my sweet Park-Sensei..  Anyway, I was very clear that that was nothing but an infatuation.. Nothing would ever came out of it…

Oh ya, another thing… for the past 10 months or so, I have received several emails from people through my postings in some of those online “dating” sites.. but unfortunately, none of the correspondences lasted more than 2 months.. Most of them just stopped writing altogether when I let loose the fact that I had NEVER been with anyone, and also I have NEVER been in a relationship.. they stopped writing because they are afraid that I am still unsure about my sexuality or that I might turn out to be emotionally immature?? Or that I might be emotion-handicapped since it might seemed weird to them that I never did once fall in love in my 34 years.. Maybe they are right.. Who knows!!

Anyway, I have been on my own for such a long time, that even though it would be great to have that special someone by my side, I will not force myself to just grab anyone that comes along who had showed a tiny bit of interest.. I am not THAT desperate..

With my 34th birthday about 1 week away, I am just feeling kinda blue..